life.

well.holidays finally started huh
eventhough literally for me its been started long time ago.
and believe me its not a great time for me though.
facing one of the toughest time in my entire life.
keluarga yang semakin terpisah.
opportunity that flies.
friends that seems to be farther apart.
tough times that seems to be endless.
losing someone who can brighten my day like usual.
huh.
sometimes i even wonder if this adversity will finally have a full stop.
well.
people said.
whatever happens.life has to move on.
it is but nothing will ever be the same lahh.
and believe me.
i hate changes.

yes.the pure truth is that.
people does change with time.
sometimes they do in just a blink of an eye.
right?

but hopefully they change for the better not for the worse.
huh.
well.one of my junior said something that made me a bit touched last night
they said.
kak ezzah is tough enough.
we still need your coaching.
kan da janji nak kalahkan MEREKA sama2?
it will never be the same without you.
dan some other comments
i nearly cried.or yah.
i cried.
well. who wouldnt?
i can still remember the times when we were having fun.
discussing all the points as preparation for ppm and uia debate.
yah.stressful and yet damn fun. :P
the time when my juniors will tease me about that-whole-scandalmate-thingy
hoho (:
okay2.tidak mahu mengenang lagi benda yang dah berlaku.
kang nanges lagi.hoho (:

all in all.
i LOVE my eccentric family VERY much. (:

&& my wonderful ORION too.
you guys are the stars that made my life at ssp brighter. (:


to mr.rainbow :
you make me smile even just for a while. (:


THANKS EVERYONE!