sorry for not posting anything for the past few days.
i've been damn busy.
one of the worst time of my life.

betrayal.
hypocrisy.
hatred.
abhorence.


hmm.
believe me.
what happened to me these few days makes me realised that
sometimes things are not what they seems to be and probably never were.
a wake-up call for me.
it does taught me to be tougher since i am the captain and
so i have to act rather matured than anyone else.right?

and even though i thought i am free from the oppression of this whole stupid-ness,
i know precisely i am not.

sigh.

if only i could have a face-to-face talk with my innerself.
i'll tell her.

hey ezzah!
you have to be damn tough.
i know life has been cruel to you these few days.
you lost everything.
not just debate but also your so-called family.
hmm.
but whatever it is.
just live your life while you still can.ok?


so.
i've learnt my lesson.thanks everyone.





















if tomorrow never comes.
what will you say to me?