im in no mood of writing anything.
done with the first trial and im facing the toughest phase of it now
which is receiving my results and see if i did improve or i did not.
hmm.spm is just a few weeks away from now and i felt as if im not ready to sit for it though.
argh.life's getting hectic nowadays and so am preparing myself mentally to face it.
and to the fact that i already had the feeling akin to that when i was in form three
im quite happy.
it means that im getting ready to do more extra works for spm.
haha.
even so this whole week had not been very nice to me.
receiving the-not-so-good-but-okay lahh results for my trial
and i lost my money again! :(
i've been thinking of not using any purse or wallet in the future.
yela.im tired of losing my money again and again.
and to the fact that i always bring it everywhere with me really
pissed me off though.
haih.it's bulan puasa lahhh.
dont do bad stuff lahh.aiyaoo.
have a pity on me.i have to pay for so many things weyh.
adoy.and most importantly
im not going to tell my parents about it.
my mom had warned me about the money and so im sooo going to be scolded if i did tell her
i lost my money again!

then.im quite busy dealing with msk invitation.
i had to deal with many people outside the school.
lagi lahh.how am i supposed to do it?
phone tak ada.then takkan nak aku online 24/7.
hopefully i'll get this one done by this week.
btw in the midst of hecticness at the moment
aku tetap teringat dia
two more weeks to go and then i'll get to talk to you again.right?
jaga diri baik-baik di sana.ok?
pray for our success as i'll always do.

i'll keep every words that you've given me
nicely in my deepest heart :)



you're right.
maybe its meant for me. :)