ayat2 cinta

ayat-ayat cinta bercerita huh.
on the friday we actually watched the movie at the rec room.
yeay!~

finally.
i got to see the movie.
i've been looking forward to see the movie after reading the book
last year straight away after sitting for my pmr exam!
it may sound lame but i actually cried reading the book.
haha. (: ayat-ayat cinta by habiburrahman el-shirazy.

okay.just for information lahh.
i've read the 2nd & 3rd book ow.
ketika cinta bertasbih 1 & 2.
pudarnya pesona cleopatra & di atas sejadah cinta.
&& during raya hols last week.
i bought dalam mihrab cinta lahh (:
too may word CINTA en.
but the story is more of love towards ALLAH the Al-Mighty (:
so it's not really of those jiwang2 & frigging dramatic lahh.
try to read it then you'll know.okayh? :P

when i read AAC last year.
i cried the part when fahri was being tortured by the police && the part at the end of the story when maria faced her death.
it was damn sad lahh '-_-

but surprisingly.
instead of crying i didnt even felt any sadness in my heart when i watched the movie that night.
maybe because i watched along with my friends & the juniors or just maybe the movie wasnt as good as the book written by habiburrahman.
i am no one to judge but i dont think the movie was made as good as the book was written. (:

okay2.enuff with the comment on the production of the movie.
moving on with the comment on the story.
i am amazed by the courage & strenght of Aisha.i mean she asked her own husband to marry OTHER woman in order for her husband to be bailed of jail.
well i dont think many women have the guts as Aisha's.of course. (:

&& i think i admire the strenght of Maria too.
the way she admire Fahri secretly without anyone knowing it.
she wrote it in her diary.how she would felt when Fahri talked to her.
how she adore Fahri so much.that is awesome. (:
& i felt sorry for her for not confessing the truth to Fahri &
at the end of the day.she's suffering to death when she knew that Fahri is married to Aisha.

&& the sweet part is to knew that the facts is despite many women are falling hard for Fahri.
he's not looking at the other women but his wife.
ahhha.howw sweet is that.
it would a wonderful feeling to know that eventho there are so many ppl likes them..they just ignore that & stick with us.
ohh.how i wish i'll have someone like Fahri in my life in the future!~ (:

hah.see how love can actually makes us do things that we didnt expect lorh!~
whatever it is as quoted by Maria when she faced her death.

'cinta dan keinginan untuk memiliki adalah perkara yang berbeza'

sorry but for me Aisha is love & Maria is the other.
because as they said && i think too.
when we adore that special someone.
we'll bear with everything as long as that person is happy eventho
we have to let them go! (:
im not going to said that i love this person.
it's too early to be called LOVE.
but seriously.i never admire anyone as much as i admire him.
you can asked aina.
who've known me almost all my teenage life.
i just ADMIRE this guy.
i dont know what is soo special about him actually.
apparently.that's the truth.

i think i've asked myself for a thousand times.
what makes me attracted to him eyy?
but i just couldn't find the accurate answer.
so what if people said to me.
he's not handsome at all.
he's not that smart.
he's not popular & hot.
he have this weird voice ever.

i never said that he have all those qualities pun.
his imperfection seems to be okay in my eyes.
haha (:

&& the best part is i never wanted to more than just friends for him.
special friend or even best friend would do but never lover.
simply because you cant find the word 'clash' in the friendship's dictionary. (:

to him.
guess what.two years later.you're still on my mind. (:

for you to know?
ohh.dunno lahh. '-__-
cause im just tooo shy to let you know.
that's why i said it is better to show that to express.
because i believe some things are better unsaid.
like grammatical term.ELLIPSIS.
something that is not mentioned but understood.
kan bagus kalau kamu faham sendiri tanpa dijelaskan.
haha (:

semoga kamu akan faham suatu hari nanti lahh (:
kalau kamu tak faham2 pun.
tidak mengapa dea!~ haha :PP

p/s :apasal aku mengarut2 nih ek?penangan ayat2 cinta ni haish. (: